karlye

my new job is taking us to disneyland on wed., paying for us to get in & giving us 20 disney dollars.... oh yeah, they're also paying us for a full day of work:)


seriously, get the fuck outta sea world, my place is hiring till june, i started at $16.25 an hour, any takers?

ok everyone who works at sea world take a deep breath.... there is DEFINITELY life after sea world... and it's fucking rad so far... let's see..

definitely a change of pace not wearing a hawaiian shirt, lol, by the way i burned it the day i left:) i go into work in nice clothes, although i showed up my first day all professional and shit and everyone there wears jeans, t-shirt, and hoodies... i figured i'll make myself look good and keep wearing nice clothes for a while, my friend who got me the job said if i keep up the good impression shit i'll get promoted really fast....

haven't really worked much yet cos i'm still in training till end of next week, but i definitely sitting on my ass at home on thanksgiving and getting PAID for it today and tomorrow.... you guys REALLY need to try this whole paid holidays off thing! but yeah... other than that whole exciting business not much else going on.... i miss certain dynamics and people of sea world of course... but i'm no rush to ever go back unless i'm a visitor....

oh and i'm filming for MTV Dec 1st and 2nd......

true story, lol

You're a '90s kid if:

You can finish this song lyric: "ice ice _ _ _ _ "

You remember watching:
-Doug
-Ren & Stimpy
-Pinky and the Brain
-AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!
-Rocko's Modern Life.
-Gargoyles
-Looney Toons

You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"

You just can't resist finishing this: "Iiiiiiin west philidelphia born and raised . . ."

You remember:
-LEGENDS OF THE HIDDEN TEMPLE!!!
-Step by Step
-Family Matters!!!
-Dinosaurs
-Boy Meets World!!!!
-Wild and Crazy Kids

You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.

You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.

You remember reading "Goosebumps."

You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.

You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence . . . not

When everything was settled by:
-rock paper scissors or
-bubble gum bubble gum in a dish or
-daddy had a donkey inky binky bonky.
-skunk in the barn yard
-ms. mary mack
-big mac a tea a tea

When cops and robbers was a daily activity.

When we played Hide and go seek until our legs grew numb.

When we used to obey our parents

You used to listen to the radio all day long just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time.

"Where in the World is Carmen San Diego?" was both a game and a TV game show.

Captain Planet. He's a Hero.

You knew that Kimberly, the pink ranger, and Tommy, the green ranger, were meant to be together.

You remember when Super Nintendos and Sega Genisis became popular.

You always wanted to send in a tape to America's Funniest Home Videos . . . but never taped anything funny.

You remember watching Home Alone 1, 2 , and 3 . . . and tried to pull the pranks on "intruders"

You remember watching:
-The Magic School Bus
-Wishbone
-Reading Rainbow
-and Ghostwriter on PBS

You remember when Yo-Yos were cool.

You remember those Where's Waldo books.

You remember eating Warheads.

You remember watching:
-the 1st Batman
-Aladdin
-Ninja Turtles
-Animporphs
-Ghostbusters

You remember watching...
-my little pony tales
-care bears
-tail spin
-goof troop
-chip n' dale rescue rangers

You remember Ring Pops.

You remember drinking Surge and Tang.

If you remember when every thing was "da BOMB!"

When they made the new lunchables so that you could make pizza AND tacos.

You remember boom boxes vs. cd players.

Making those little paper fortune cookie things, and then predicting your life with them.

You played and/or collected "Pogs" :)

You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet, or Nano and brought it everywhere.

One word. . . . . . . . Furbies.

You had a pager but still had to call from a land line.

Cell phones were the size of a brick.

And Windows 95 was the best.

Michael Jordan was a king.

YIKES pencils and erasers were the stuff!

All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.

You remember when the new Beanie Babies and Talking Elmo were always sold out

You collected those Beanie Babies.

Gak was the coolest stuff invented.

Lambchop's song never ended.

Silver dollars, which were cool to have.

Everyone watched the WB and yelled at people who interrupted them.

You collected all the Troll dolls

You remember wanting to sit on the orange Nickelodeon couch.

You've gotten creeped out by "Are You Afraid of the Dark?"

You know the Macarena by heart.

"Talk to the hand" . . . enough said

You always said, "Then why don't you marry it!"

When light up sneakers were cool.

When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.

When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing.

When we recorded stuff on VCRs.

When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off of our walkman.

When checking out drawing books and that one book about the rainbow fish from the library was THE cool thing to do.

You had slap bracelets!

Dr.Grip was the coolest pencil to have

Way back.

Before we realized all this would eventually disappear.

Who would have thought you'd miss the '90s so much!!!!!

Post this in your bulletin if you remember these days . . . .

105 Truths
1. Real name - Karlye
2. Like it - yeah
3. Single or Taken -unavailable
4. Zodiac sign - aquarius
5. Male or Female - female
6. Elementary - west university
7. Middle School - muirlands
8. High School - la jolla
9. Eye Color - hazel
10. Hair Color - currently brown and red
15. Are you a health freak- never
16. Height - short
17. Do you have a crush - i guess
18. Do you like yourself - yeah
19. Piercings- 5
20. Tattoos - 4
21. Righty or Lefty - righty

FIRSTS-
22. First Surgery - something involving my ears
23. First piercings - ear
24. first best friend- chris
26. first sport - HAHAHA none
27. first pet - wilbur
30. first love- no comment

CURRENTLY-
49. eating - nothing
50. drinking -dr pepper
52. listening to - hudson rummaging around the kitchen for scraps
53. waiting for - someone to bring me breakfast, lol
54. wearing - hot pants and a wifebeater:)

FUTURE-
55. want kids?- yes
56. want to get married - if it comes in the package deal
67. careers in mind - something that gives me lots of money

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX ?
68. lips or eyes - eyes
69. hugs or kisses - hugs
70. shorter or taller - haha taller than me
71. tan skinned or light - don matter
72. romantic or spontaneous - sure
73. dark or light hair - don matter
74. muscular or normal - don care
75. hook-up or relationship - relationship
76. similar to you or different - both

HAVE YOU EVER-
78. kissed a stranger - yes
79. drank alcohol - every night
80. broken a bone - no actually
81. climbed up a tree - yes
82. broken someones heart- haha not as far as i know
83. turned someone down - yes
84. liked a friend as more than a friend - yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN-
86. yourself - i've survived thus far;)
87. miracles - i want to
89. Santa Claus- absolutely
91. angels - i am one;)

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY-
92.who you are missing- the one who just called
93 who do you love? - you
94. Are you cool?- i'll show you a good time, lol

LASTS-
95. Text message - why you gonna make dinner or something?
96. Recieved call - joshua
97. Call made - jade
100. Person you hung out with- jade showed up in my bedroom and 1:30am last night, LOL, so i guess that constitutes hanging out
101. You hugged - julie... or maybe jade
104. You slapped - i think it was one of the boys at plum...
105. Said I love you to- joshua and hudson

crap day at work, just felt like asshole so i went home early, slept until about an hour ago, waaay longer than planned so now i feel all retarded...

i find myself getting depressed really easy and it's harder to pull out of that hole i dig every time.. new depression probably due to the fact that josh dropped the bombshell that he's not coming home in march, he's going to stay full term till july BY CHOICE.... don't get me wrong i'm glad he's doing good for himself schoolwise and everything, but i'm tired of the life i'm being forced to live over here without him... i miss him but that has nothing to do with it... he got to jet off to florida for school and has a place to stay paid for by his parents, cable internet whatnot, so when he comes back he's a shoo-in for jobs making upward of 5Gs a month...and here i am, now paying our FULL rent by myself, our SDGE by myself, our cell phone bills by myself, the registration and insurance of BOTH TRUCKS, HIS dui fine because if we don't but SOMETHING towards it they'll seize his shit, and i have the dog by myself... i'm here stressing week to week trying to make shit work and he decides that even though he can easily graduate in march he's gonna stay till july... now i get where he's going you know i mean you might as well get everything you can out of school but goddammit i just feel like i'm all alone busting my ass over here (oh wait thats right i AM all alone) and he gets to go to school, NOT have to work, NOT have to send me money because he has none and just not deal with this stuff.. and then yes theres the fact of how bad i fucking miss this boy... josh has been gone for 4 months now... before this the longest i've ever been away from him in 2 WEEKS.. i've spent everyday with someone for TWO years and now they're 3,000 miles away for another 10 fucking months... my hat's off to you military wives... cos i could NEVER do this on a regular basis, hell if i didn't have hudson here i would probly have had a breakdown by now... the fact that josh has stressed so badly that he wants a clean slate for us when he gets back makes this even harder cos maybe if i could just separate myself more or something... distract myself... cos i'm letting myself sink back into him, i come to expect my wakeup and goodnight calls so much that i get fairly annoyed at him if they don't come. lol, tell me what's the point of getting annoyed at someone who's 3,000 miles away, there is none cos you won't win cos you can't kick em in the cocksucker when they're being a jackass:) then there's the part of me that wants to know why this time will be better... how do i know you won't get bored again? you've told me yourself 'i can't promise this will work'.... yeah that makes me want to run into this game again.... i want to go back to hawaii.. minus my entire family being there, lol... i want to go back to the beach house and the creek side.. we had so much fun there... that was the last time, up until recently, that me and josh were really happy and everything fit... maybe thats the point of "vacation".... everything always works on vacation, it's when you get home the ropes snap... ahh whatever it's time to start laundry and dinner, talk to you soon

1. If your doctor told you TODAY that you were pregnant, what would you say?
joshua is going to kill me, lol

2. Do you trust all of your friends?
i love them all... truly trust about 8

3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
yes... there better be a ring involved

4. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
i used to say no... but certain events have proven me wrong, so yes

6. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best doctor?
HAHAHA NO ONE!! sorry guys, lol

7. Are you afraid of falling in love?
no, just afraid of them changing their mind

9. Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times?
every day every hour

10. Whats your most coveted scar?
haha coveted means "wanted" i never wanted any of mine, all were surgery related... fuck that shit

11. When was the last time you flew in a plane?
last october

12. What did the last text message you sent say?
Little pricey but not a bad idea

13. What features do you find most attractive in the opposite sex?
looks-wise: eyes and back, personality wise (i will steal from casey):anyone who can make me laugh and isn't a douche

14. Fill in the blank. I love _____
hudson

15. What is a goal you would like to accomplish in the near future?
new job

16. If you were to wake up from being in a coma for an extended time who would you call?
momma

17. How many kids do you want to have?
2

18. Would you make a good parent?
i think i'd do all right, i mean my kid won't be a "model citizen", but they won't be a felon either, lol

19. Where was your default picture taken?
on my couch on my 24th birthday and ANA was ENTIRELY responsible for it so thanks bitch, lol

20. Whats your middle name?
rebecca

21. Honestly, what's on your mind right now?
prison break, lol, i just re-rented the first season

22. If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be?
wouldn't smoke, wouldn't TOUCH credit cards

23. Shoe size?
lol, 5 1/2?

24. What are you wearing right now?
6 articles of clothing

25. Righty or Lefty?
Righty

26. Can you make a dollar in change right now?
i just paid bills, so i can't make shit

26. Best place to eat?
ummmm fatburger and popeyes chicken, lol

27. Favorite jeans?
ones that fit... mossimo i think?

28. Favorite animals?
the love of my life hudson

29. Favorite juice?
dr pepper

30. Have you had the chicken pox?
don't know

31. Have you had a sore throat?
been a long time

32. Ever had plastic surgery?
Nope

33. Who knows you the best?
julie and joshua

35. Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
No.

36. Ever been in a fight with your pet?
hahaha yeah he shits on my clothes when he's pissed, no joke

37. Been to Mexico?
it's 20 minutes away what do you think?

38. Did you buy something today?
.... my sister bought me breakfast and dinner... i've been watching prison break all day

39. Did you get sick today?
lol actually yes i did!

40. Do you miss someone today?
every day for the past 3 months

41. Did you get in a fight with someone today?
Nope.

42. When is the last time you had a massage?
little over three months

43. Last person to lay in your bed?!
hudson, vanessa, ashley, julie.... haha i'm a whore

44. Last person to see you cry?
joshua

45. Who made you cry?
lol joshua unintentionally

46. What was the last TV show you watched?
lol prison break

47. What are your plans for the weekend?
PRISON BREAK SEASON 2!!

48. Who do you think will repost this?
no one i was just that bored cos my sisters catching up to me on prison break

49. Who was the last person you hung out with?
chuy and my sister

50. Are you happy ?
sure

wow it's only been like 3 years since i've touched this thing... ahh well...
went out drinking last night and somehow here i am waking up on my own with hudson at 9:30 on a sunday morning.. i've missed my mornings, i used to tell my mom not to talk to me the first hour i was awake, that way i could fully wake up in my own time without being harassed and whatnot... it's a gray morning today too:) my favorite... no horrendous bright rays of light infiltrating my room in the morning, just a gentle gray "ambiance" if you will, usually cold air accompaning it so me and hudson have the perfect excuse to cuddle under the down comforter i've still been sleeping with all summer somehow.... finally get up to find chuy and my sister hogging all the couches so here i am finally updating this thing after at least a good year of neglect... josh has been in florida for school for 3 months now and i get to go see him in 4 months... he's doing good out there but i miss the shit outta that kid... dunno s'bout all i got

>>>AQUARIUS<<<
>Trustworthy.
>Sexy.
>Great kisser.
>One of a kind.
>Loves being in long-term relationships.
>Extremely energetic.
>unpredictable.
>from the future.
>will exceed your expectations.
>Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out
>Amazing in bed, THE BEST LOVERS BETTER THAN EVERYONE!

josh just called me... i miss him... grrr

someone somewhere loves me... i signed a lease today:)

i'm gonna lose my fucking mind... i need to find a place to live in 3 fucking days AND NOTHINGS WORKING OUT!!! FUCK

30 fact things about me:

dammit ok here we go


1.i am hungover right now, so much that when i coughed i thought someone shot me in the head
2.i love dr pepper
3.i hate big crowds of people but i love being the center of attention
4.i like to go to gay bars, lol, they're SOO much fun
5.october sends me into a whirlwind of emotions thanks to a boy
6.me and this same boy were together for -1 day when he moved in with me
7.the other night i sneezed so hard i farted....loud
8.if you didn't laugh at the last one then you're effin retarded
9.i own a deaf pittbull
10. i drive a bigger truck than my boyfriend
11.i hate being pinched, especially on the back of my arms
12.i think i smoke and drink too much
13.when me and the boys get bored at the tattoo shop we do the 'poo dollar' and put gunpowder in cigarettes and give them to bums
14. i'm pretty sure i'm going to hell
15.i used to love Hanson.... don't ever repeat that, lol
16.i think rob zombie is hott as hell
17. i've seen korn 9 times in concert
18. i snore
19. i love the rain
20. winter is my favorite time of year
21. my ears stink
22.i have THE most random taste in music, from everlast to atmosphere to korn to etta james to rob zombie to techno dance shit to kottonmouth kings to unwritten law to the killers
23. i would cheat on him with vin diesel and he knows this:)
24. even though i saved my dogs life, he favors my boyfriend over me
25. my favorite game with my boy is "hey guess what you did last night" when he blacks out
26. i have not spent a dime on ANY of my tattoos
27. i can only hang out with 4 girls without wanting to kill myself
28. i'm going to start a clothing company called "Scarhead&Midget Industries" you will one day rock my shit or i will kill you
29. i'm tired of this, it's taken me like a goddamn hour to do
30. i'm a midget

i tag:
sheena
jaime
brandon
vanessa
alex

Take the quiz: "What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)"

Eden
You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable.

so guess who got lead??








not me

ok time for the wierdest dream ever:

i was in a tour bus, guess i was famous, and i had security outside telling people they couldn't come in... then when i went outside i was at josh's work, i went inside the building and robin tunney gave me a soda and a pack of smokes, then me josh and chuy and someone else got in my truck and went somewhere. so we're driving on the freeway and suddenly there's traffic everywhere and people are walking across the freeway, so we give up and walk to some house party 5 billion miles away (which was suddenly my house) so we go inside and my friend carin and gen are there, i pull then over to my friends and introduce Chuy(who has long ass hair, lol) as my boyfriend(barf) and josh as whoever... and in the dream i knew i messed something up but couldn't figure out what... then i was trying to find josh cos i was worried about the fact that i left my truck parked on the freeway.. so i find him and tell him this and he's like "you're truck will be fine" and chuy jumps in out of nowhere and tells me "it's fine you have a 32 hour rule of moving your vehicle" and i'm all "ok vincent kartheiser(cos thats who he looks like with long hair,lol)" and then he did this dramatic sweeping of his hair out of his face... so then we go outside... josh wanted to get it on in the middle of the street, lol, neighbors were yelling at everybody and thats all i remember for now.... what the fuck... i don't ever want to dream that chuy is my boyfriend EVER again...lol.... OH AND THE MULLET GUY ON MYSPACE WAS THERE TOO!!! LOL... he was trying to fight people at the party

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Karlye
Birthday:	established 2.3.83
Birthplace:	Baton Rouge, Louisiana
Current Location:	san diego, ca
Eye Color:	hazel
Hair Color:	blonde
Height:	4'
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	white trash
The Shoes You Wore Today:	etnies
Your Weakness:	dr pepper, cigarettes, my dog and my boy
Your Fears:	being alone, losing everything
Your Perfect Pizza:	pepperoni, or ham and black olives
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	get finacially stable
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	lol
Thoughts First Waking Up:	*#$*#@*) son of a bitch
Your Best Physical Feature:	eyes
Your Bedtime:	when the bar kicks me the fuck out
Your Most Missed Memory:	gay bars
Pepsi or Coke:	dr pepper
MacDonalds or Burger King:	BK
Single or Group Dates:	single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	none
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	coffee
Do you Smoke:	yes
Do you Swear:	always
Do you Sing:	ehhh
Do you Shower Daily:	yes
Have you Been in Love:	yes
Do you want to go to College:	no
Do you want to get Married:	yes
Do you belive in yourself:	enough
Do you get Motion Sickness:	not usually
Do you think you are Attractive:	yes
Are you a Health Freak:	no
Do you get along with your Parents:	most of the time
Do you like Thunderstorms:	YES
Do you play an Instrument:	no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	lol.... i see my reputation precedes me
In the past month have you Smoked:	yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	kindof
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	no
In the past month have you been on Stage:	yes
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no
Ever been Drunk:	yes
Ever been called a Tease:	yes
Ever been Beaten up:	no
Ever Shoplifted:	yes
How do you want to Die:	in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	5'7"
What country would you most like to Visit:	russia, or prague
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	deep, blue/greens
Favourite Hair Color:	everything
Short or Long Hair:	short
Height:	taller than me
Weight:	in shape but not to a ridiculous extent
Best Clothing Style:	their own
Number of Drugs I have taken:	1
Number of CDs I own:	too fucking many
Number of Piercings:	5
Number of Tattoos:	4
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	if you regret your past it means you never learned from it
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Dear karlye,
Here is your horoscope
for Friday, September 23:

Taking other people's opinions into consideration is usually the last item on your list of priorities, and that goes double when it comes to a very new and very exciting person in your life.

Daily Extended
September 23, 2005

Self-love is always essential, but right now, it's an absolute necessity. Remember that you need to be militantly on your own side, especially when you put your life on rewind and see clear instances where not standing up for yourself has caused chaos and emotional scars. Embrace your individuality and cherish who you are. Not only will this boost your self-esteem, but you'll be surprised at how much this frees you up to appreciate others.

Daily Extended
September 21, 2005

Relations that are founded on a deep sense of trust are hard to beat. You and a loved one have survived a difficult emotional event together, but in the aftermath, be proud of the fact that you are together because you want to be, not because you feel weak or needy. You'll now be able to be in this relationship from a position of strength and real love. It's true about whatever doesn't kill you -- it really does make you stronger.

i have a mother effin boyfriend... will explain later

.... why am i about to call about a job posting at the Hustler store? lol... this should be good... i just want more money thats all... i'm gonna be hurting for cash real soon...